SPeechless

It’s not the first time I’m falling, but it’s the only love that so grasp away all my energy. I never have been like this before. I’m going crazy if I started thinking about him. Particularly, I can’t control myself if I realized that I can’t make him to be mine.

Today, it could be the last time for us together. My heart crackles. I’m jealous with his inspiring girl. She is always waiting for his comeback with a bunch of her biggest caring.

He stared at me with such a question. He blows away my mind with a bit sweet smiling.

Sweetheart, what are you thinking?

Nothing about us

What you mean?

I’m talking about me, nothing else

…..so

it’s just ridiculous, you should know…this nothing!

I’m sure I know what it’s all about, I know what thing do you want me to know.

I rustle slowly down….you should know how deep inside this feeling.

I’m apart of hurt, man

I know how terrible it feels

You don’t know anything, you just have to have feeling.

He sticks his forefinger over my lip.

Ssshh…

Would you give me a chance, man?

He shakes his head.

Apart of hurt…

Truly, my man,

My words are nothing, lady. It proves nothing.

Please, man. I really want to love.

Then he’s going to be silent. I think he gives up.

Say that you believe in me, lady.

There just no word anymore. I can’t say thing about trusting. My lip keeps idle. I’m tremble down.

I wish I could, man

I bend my head off. With such awkwardness, He endorses his arms. I revenge with a huge crossed hug. I don’t want the time let him go.

For a several seconds, from this moment it’s just so peacefully laying down on his shoulder. For a while, I dream of that he’s mine. From one sweet day of my entire life, I wander farther and farther over his smelling body. Nevertheless, later this kind of thing has to end at all.

It’s completely true!

I have to go now, lady

I considering look at him. I’m fully surrendered.

Don’t look at me like that, my lady…it made me weak.

I’m bended desperate.

What am I without you complete me?

The misery reaches out the highest point.

You still be you, because you are!

I can’t do that, man!

Sorry, I still have to go now.

I try to control the madness.

Will you be there again, won’t you.

He makes a stoop.

I don’t know lady, I wish I could make a promise

You can if you want to

Lady, I can’t control everything going to be fine! If still…I come over you!

I’m dumped out…I’m surprised…I’m going mad….I’m waiting to be wasted!

Me, myself even my soul is completely nothing at all. He’s playing a game of me. He has burned me out, but I realize that he’s afraid of fire. Time is over, I have to quit now,

I’m lost..

Afterwards, he wipes away my tears. He brings his face closer to my eyes and whispers,

It’s not a game, lady…for you, her nor me.

I’m at a lost powerless.

Sorry to say this…seems that I really do in love, man

He bites his own lip. He’s tremble down too. He looks tired of suffers.

Thank you for loving me like that, It’s a greatest moment I ever had.

Please, make me feel better.

If only I could do that, I wish I could…but you know, I never could!

I cry badly, I’m desperate, I’m suffering, I’m tormented apart…I’m completely broken.

He stared look at me badly. It made me feel strange. I feel that something wrong is going to be happening. Let it just has be to be…I’m tired to think, I don’t care!

Eventually he pulls me under his arms and gave me a long deep kisses.

Stop it, man…what are you doing?

Everything I could never say

But you never say anything

Cause it better left unsaid

Then everything quietly calm down. I secretly on the sly. I try to understand everything unsaid. I know everything about the consequences, it might be true that love sometimes better left unspoken. It better touched, it’s just too taboo to compromise.

In the purity silence,

I TAKE A DROUGHT A CUP OF FORBIDDEN STORY…I’m longing for his body and soul. In this bizarre love, I sacrificed my only love.

This longing love is perfectly beautiful, for a second of my whole entire life I’m complete. I fly to the moon…I reach out the stars!

But then I have to go back! It has to end, my time is over.

His smoothing fathom is on my mind, his breath still on my heart beating. Again, everything about him has to end at all. The day is going sheltered when he has to go wherever he should belong. He walked away and I could never let him go,

I turn my body.

Suddenly an incident is quickly happens all at once. A huge terrible clash is heard, then his painfully voices’ screaming follows.

I jumped out. My body is frozen and my heart beating rapidly. I see his body indistinctly close up to his car. The car is turned over and he is lying down under.

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